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haix. tml valentines, mel is kinda celebrating her bdae and i gotta go for some dance thingy. plus sch ends at 3!!!i have to go for my dance but i can't jux pass my best fren bdae... and what abt my valentine? haix. test tml somemore. what is this manx... feeling kinda lost. dunno leh. i had an empty feeling at one pt of the day. heyz. my valentine got a new haircut. for the first time, i find him looking young. haha. serious. u all ought to meet him manx. but erhm it may not be what i want u to see. haha.
heys. haha. it's a new year. wah. today damn sian lah. physics test... difficult manz. very very difficult. maybe it's i din study properly bahz. lolx. but what to do. cny lor. need to celebrate one lah. irritated. hee. saw someone today worx. in fact, i saw the person last fri and... err... after my cca. haha. *knock me on the head bahz. lolx* wah... nice view. haha. well... for those who are wondering anything at all. my final answer will still be the one 3 yrs ago. haha. cant wait for sat too. going out wearing my new dress. yea. hahax.
well. finally got first. of cuz a year of struggle lah.wah. bloody tired siah. haiz. wanted to share the joy with him de lor. but. of cuz. the expected didn't happen frm this tone. i guess it's has to be like that bah. when i was in sec 1, i found no one to celebrate it with me. when on sec 2, there were my friends to celebrate it with me. now having back the acheivement, i went home and eat cup noodles. no joy. no fun.no cookies that i wanted.and it almost rained. how great. i understand that he need to study. but it's not as if i'll keep him long. i justed wanted to share it with him. anw. it's ok. i'm used to confide to me, myself and i. it's not that miie frenz weren't there, but they're busy packing. i don't blame them. also not a lot of ways to celebrate. so what shld i expect? chey. talk so much, make one round and go back to square one.
lame title, lolz, but... nothing can come into my head le... cannot be so cliche... haha.. new word learnt frm serena. stubby fingers, frm vanessa. lolz. this week in sch quite relaxed lah... maybe a bit siao but then it is only temporary lor. nxt week have 3 tests liaoz... sianz manz... but hack care lah... well... met eunice during the hols. haha. sorta miss her, still the same, looked more cheerful. as for me and my dear, well, ..... haha. guess it. :P heard the lastest rumour in sch, somebody got possessed. is it true? beta believe then not bah... spread very quickly lor, knew abt it yesterday but today everyone was talking abt it. another rumour, ms ong fought with someone, a student i guess. it's a guy bahz... weird. but rumours only, so not 100% true lah... tired tired tired...
haiz... feelin so down... feel like a changed person.... what changed? i dunno... 1 term has passed... stilll unsure of myself... i need help... mental help will be the best i think... psyhco me then won't feel anything... haiz... what's wrong...
Finally!!! it's the hols!!! been waiting lor... this year suckz can... so stressed... maybe i'm the one giving too much stress to myself... and it doesn't help when my dad kept saying i'm stupid and lazy! din do well for the term, dun even know how to give my parents see the results... maybe i should take things easy... maybe i should go back to punching the wall? haha. dun want, ltr my hand not nice... have wedding ring on it will also look not nice. lolx. guess wad? my hols.... i only have monday to have fun! other days have practice, lesssons, workshop.... haiz.... went to johannes's concert yesterday. haha, he was the conductor worx!!! haha, when he came out, i got a shock of my life... he looked like a tree while conducting alright. lolx. then he look nice in the outfit lor... ( looked a bit like mr bean from the back. :P) then the heels were hurting!!! but then, feeling taller was great manz. haha. dun need to look up to look at him. juz turn my head can liao. ya lah, can u imagine how high the heels was? dun even know who invented heels, it's a torture. but i guess gals like being tortured, the sales of heels is good. well, yesterday was fun lah. haha.
haiz.... getting tired of sch life.... feel like i'm drifting apart frm my gang... mel, kw, hl different clz le... not sitting wif mich and chen in clz... haiz.. sometimes.... i wonder what had happened... everyone seem so busy... after sch have activities and eveything else... missed the fun and laughter... getting so damn stressed up... feel so alone at times... can't go troubling him too... impt year for him... sick n tired... breaking down... all was an act... deep down wasn't any laughter or jokes... the feeling when i was in sec1 came back to haunt me again... unsure of myself... my friends... my abilities... what's this... confused...